[Family looks after family, it is the Hamato way. (Family also razzes mercilessly, so Mom is lucky to avoid most of that.)]
Personally I think if anyone judges you for eating they should have to eat rocks, but if you're worried about appearances, that's a food you can eat the same way anyone else would.
[He relaxes a bit at their eventual decision, pleased, though he would certainly have accepted whatever their answer was.]
We can get a big plate of it and share! If you don't like it, I'll bring the leftovers home. Oh, and I definitely need bacon. It's not breakfast without bacon.
Sharing would be perfect! And perhaps I will swipe a piece of your bacon.
[Or they'll just go nuts on the menu. It's been a long time since they've ordered out, the temptation of leftovers is strong.]
Here we are - [And indeed, it's just an old looking diner, fairly innocuous, but upon walking inside, the atmosphere is just utterly inviting and warm. A peppy server with a nametag reading Rosie sets them both up in a wide booth next to the front window, so as the sun rises, they'll be treated to the view of pretty shifting colors.
Rosie slides a pair of menus down on the tabletop, grinning at both of them:] Whatcha drinkin' this morning?
[Casey mocks a gasp - not his bacon! - and follows them in. It seems like a nice old place, not unlike the first diner he'd ever seen (a similar unexpected trip with Steve months ago). He settles into his spot and flips open the menu, scanning his options before lifting a hand.]
A really big glass of orange juice please!
[It makes Rosie laugh, but not unkindly. He's full kid mode today, no coffee.]
[They lay a paw on the tabletop, all too reminiscent of their first meeting, a tiny pinch at Rue's cheek as if they were trying to frown.]
Oh Casey, I must apologize for waking you up. I had so much on my mind and I wasn't paying close enough attention to the time. I did not mean to wake you.
[Very different from their first meeting, Casey's instinct is to drop a hand from the menu to rest it against Rue's paw. The conversation isn't serious enough for him to pull his attention entirely off the menu - food needs to be ordered still! decisions to be made! don't inconvenience the wait staff (even if they laugh at him)! - but he notices.]
Oh, don't even worry about it. It wasn't that much earlier than I usually wake up. And I'm pretty good at going back to sleep most of the time.
[As long as it doesn't involve nightmares. Mom texts are so much easier to settle down from.]
[The pinch disappears from Rue's feathery countenance, eyes smiling as their server appears to drop off their drinks - proudly proclaiming she's brought Casey's 'really big glass of orange juice' with a grin - and to take their order.
Without having even looked at the menu, Rue politely pushes it back over the tabletop towards Rosie.]
I'll have a large order of breakfast potatoes and a side of bacon, thank you.
Oh... I think I understand. You're wondering if we'll end up in another world, instead of going back to New York? Or is it New York that's worrying you?
[Both sound like they would be awfully daunting, especially for someone wary of having to hide again.]
Truth be told, it is New York itself. I - [a very controlled, very long exhale at that] I try not to think of us fleeing this world only to end up, yet again, in another.
[the thought is very stressful and rue will push it right back down as long as they can]
But I would like to know what you think of us all returning to New York after this.
[A heavy question, and one that has Casey staring down his orange juice for a long moment.]
I... haven't thought about it a lot, to be honest. It was just what I assumed would happen, because it's how it's supposed to be. Being with sensei, with everyone... it's all I remember. Where he went, I went. And I guess things are different now, in their world I could go anywhere if I wanted. Their world isn't... empty.
[Could he leave, though? Split off from the only family he's ever known - even a younger, more distant version - and explore? What would he do? He'd be so lost, still just a kid out of time, in a world he knows nothing about. Maybe it would be easier for everyone if he left. Maybe it would be okay if he stayed, and was just... lost, but with them, for a while. He doesn't know what to expect, or what would be expected of him.]
New York is going to be almost as much of an unknown to me as it is to you. Truth is, I don't care that much where we go. I just want us to go together, somewhere we can be happy. I don't think Leo and the others would want to go anywhere else, so... New York it is.
They are quite determined to return home, so New York it is.
[Not that Rue blames any of them - of course they want to return to their home, their family, their city - if Rue had such strong associations and ties back in the Feywild, they'd never be able to think about ever leaving.
But the fact of it all is that they don't. Their only family is here, with these children they love so dearly.]
I imagine Leo and Donnie and Raph will return to their home with their brother and father. And Peter too, of course, he would not leave Leo's side. I don't know if you plan to stay with them as well, but if not, you could stay with me, wherever that ends up being.
I did think about that a little. They have their lair, and Peter would stay with Leo, under the city. Hunter wants to come back with us, too. Him, and you, and Hob too- you'd have to hide, or live in the sewer. Because it's a human world, and you're not.
[Though a little sensitive in context, the conversation is far from stressful or worrying, so Rue isn't trying to hide the show of their feelings in the slightest. So there's no missing the way their feathery brow jumps up at the mention of Hunter returning with them - just two weeks ago he had said quite differently, has he since changed his mind?
That is a relief.]
I hold no love for the Hidden City. A place to hide those who are different, to put them in their place and tell them to stay beneath the surface. It is roomier, but it is still a cage. And after a lifetime of living in the sun, I fear I would wilt under the ground.
[to wake up without the sun shining in their window, to lose so much of the nature that has been such an integral part of their life, it sounds like rue's own personal hell.]
-But I understand that our options are slim there.
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I have not. You think it wouldn't be too much?
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Personally I think if anyone judges you for eating they should have to eat rocks, but if you're worried about appearances, that's a food you can eat the same way anyone else would.
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He's right. There's a part of Rue who absolutely knows no one will care. It just doesn't quite erase their own fear, no matter how silly it may be.]
Then I think I will have to try a breakfast potato today. [and much more soft,] Thank you.
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We can get a big plate of it and share! If you don't like it, I'll bring the leftovers home. Oh, and I definitely need bacon. It's not breakfast without bacon.
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[Or they'll just go nuts on the menu. It's been a long time since they've ordered out, the temptation of leftovers is strong.]
Here we are - [And indeed, it's just an old looking diner, fairly innocuous, but upon walking inside, the atmosphere is just utterly inviting and warm. A peppy server with a nametag reading Rosie sets them both up in a wide booth next to the front window, so as the sun rises, they'll be treated to the view of pretty shifting colors.
Rosie slides a pair of menus down on the tabletop, grinning at both of them:] Whatcha drinkin' this morning?
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A really big glass of orange juice please!
[It makes Rosie laugh, but not unkindly. He's full kid mode today, no coffee.]
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Just coffee for me please. Thank you.
[Rosie's still laughing as she slips away to get their drinks.]
And thank you, dear, for indulging me this morning.
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It's not really indulging... not like it's a chore to hang out with you. You're welcome, though. Thanks for inviting me!
[He's not even bothered by random 4AM wake-up calls. Better than surprise attacks in the middle of the night.]
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[you could have pancakes for days, casey.]
To be perfectly honest, I had an ulterior motive to asking you out with me this morning.
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I knew it! [He did not.] What is it?
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Did you? Truly? [A little fake gasp that quickly turns into a happy chuckle.] I'm losing my touch.
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Well... I had a suspicion, anyway. You did text pretty early.
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Oh Casey, I must apologize for waking you up. I had so much on my mind and I wasn't paying close enough attention to the time. I did not mean to wake you.
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Oh, don't even worry about it. It wasn't that much earlier than I usually wake up. And I'm pretty good at going back to sleep most of the time.
[As long as it doesn't involve nightmares. Mom texts are so much easier to settle down from.]
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Without having even looked at the menu, Rue politely pushes it back over the tabletop towards Rosie.]
I'll have a large order of breakfast potatoes and a side of bacon, thank you.
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I'll have the breakfast platter #2 please! With extra bacon.
[Once their orders are taken and Rosie bustles off, Casey is menu-less at last and gives Rue his full attention.]
You still haven't said what we're here for.
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Rue curls a paw around their mug - hilariously, far too small for their paw in comparison to Casey's giant juice - and looks down at their coffee.]
I've been thinking of what comes after this place.
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It is not so serious! I promise. I just don't know what to expect. How much will have to change. Who I will have to be.
[And then, relaxing a touch into the booth cushion.]
I was there with ADI for nearly ten months. Leo for eight, I believe. Donatello and Peter for seven.
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[Both sound like they would be awfully daunting, especially for someone wary of having to hide again.]
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[the thought is very stressful and rue will push it right back down as long as they can]
But I would like to know what you think of us all returning to New York after this.
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I... haven't thought about it a lot, to be honest. It was just what I assumed would happen, because it's how it's supposed to be. Being with sensei, with everyone... it's all I remember. Where he went, I went. And I guess things are different now, in their world I could go anywhere if I wanted. Their world isn't... empty.
[Could he leave, though? Split off from the only family he's ever known - even a younger, more distant version - and explore? What would he do? He'd be so lost, still just a kid out of time, in a world he knows nothing about. Maybe it would be easier for everyone if he left. Maybe it would be okay if he stayed, and was just... lost, but with them, for a while. He doesn't know what to expect, or what would be expected of him.]
New York is going to be almost as much of an unknown to me as it is to you. Truth is, I don't care that much where we go. I just want us to go together, somewhere we can be happy. I don't think Leo and the others would want to go anywhere else, so... New York it is.
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[Not that Rue blames any of them - of course they want to return to their home, their family, their city - if Rue had such strong associations and ties back in the Feywild, they'd never be able to think about ever leaving.
But the fact of it all is that they don't. Their only family is here, with these children they love so dearly.]
I imagine Leo and Donnie and Raph will return to their home with their brother and father. And Peter too, of course, he would not leave Leo's side. I don't know if you plan to stay with them as well, but if not, you could stay with me, wherever that ends up being.
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I did think about that a little. They have their lair, and Peter would stay with Leo, under the city. Hunter wants to come back with us, too. Him, and you, and Hob too- you'd have to hide, or live in the sewer. Because it's a human world, and you're not.
[He taps idly on his glass, then looks up.]
But what if we all lived in the Hidden City?
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That is a relief.]
I hold no love for the Hidden City. A place to hide those who are different, to put them in their place and tell them to stay beneath the surface. It is roomier, but it is still a cage. And after a lifetime of living in the sun, I fear I would wilt under the ground.
[to wake up without the sun shining in their window, to lose so much of the nature that has been such an integral part of their life, it sounds like rue's own personal hell.]
-But I understand that our options are slim there.
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