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[apuckalypse]

ty!!!! i am losing my mind a little
but like in a good way
the best way
very aaaaaa

um probably shouldn't get into it but i know and he knows so im just playing it safe

[he remembers the mindscape vitriol okay he's genuinely not sure how that meeting would go (AND HE HAS NO IDEA IT HAPPENED IG)]

[heyunderoos]

Remember to take a breath, Casey. Between all the excited screaming anyway.

Yeah, good plan. Right now, you guys should focus on relaxing.

[apuckalypse]

im taking soooo many breaths these lungs are working overtime

sensei doesn't really remember how to relax so i gotta break him in slowly
oh man oh man

[heyunderoos]

Maybe not enough breaths it becomes a panic attack.

Yeah, okay, remember to also take time for yourself. Cause I can kind of see this is gonna be A Lot.

[apuckalypse]

oh dw its not a panic attack that feels super different!

IT IS A LOT THO
trying not to smother him but i dont want to take my eyes off him either

[heyunderoos]

I kind of hoped, but, still- you're definitely feeling a lot right now.

Maybe keep close until you think he's okay?

[apuckalypse]

feelings def cranked to 11. i think if i were to ever have anxiety it would be now

im definitely staying close. trying not to be creepy about it. like watch-you-sleep creepy

[heyunderoos]

Maybe go for a walk when you feel overwhelmed, just to clear your head. If you can be apart from him anyway?

I can understand why you'd wanna be close. I'd be about the same with May for a while.

[apuckalypse]

well
i can pace on the balcony

[probably answers that question.]

i think its impossible not to, if you love the person you lost. you want to make sure theyre ok

[heyunderoos]

Maybe a real walk outside could help... Why don't you take your sensei out with you?

[Peter don't offer healthy solutions for these things.]

I'd be afraid of May disappearing, but, I'm a little paranoid.

[apuckalypse]

im gonna let him sleep as long as he needs and get him to eat something but then ill ask
cannot emphasize enough that day was the official worst day ever and he probably hasn't slept for like 18 hours

[It's healthy, but also: trying to be realistic, here. And oh, that's a sobering thought.]

paranoia's natural i think with us
all the stuff that happens...