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[Nails and hair and birthday parties and Halloween costumes and movie marathons late into the night... None of them bring any value to survival, but there is something to be said about how they strengthen the heart and the bonds between each of them. There's still power to be found in the quiet moments, and sometimes you need to be reminded how beautiful and peaceful the world can be, to find the strength to fight for it in the darker moments.]

I know, darling. It feels helpless and senseless and wildly unfair. But I have no doubt that we will all make it through today, just as we have every single day that passed before it. And I vow to you, that anytime you need my strength to push through, it is yours.

[None of it is fair. But at least none of them must face this alone. Never again.]

The best thing we can do for Leo is to support him through these next few months. Blaming ourselves or wondering what we could have done differently will just keep us pulling him back into the past.

Yeah... I... I'll work on it. I know it isn't something I should bring up with him again. He'd probably scold me anyway.

[He'd still been awfully out of it last time, but the conversation attempt had only caused him distress. Casey has zero desire to let his own guilt complex hurt those around him, especially not Leo, who'd suffered enough. It's fine, he can carry this on his own. The memory is new, and it burns in his heart, too much awful regained in too short a span of time, with too much else happening at the same time. It's... a lot of too much, which sounds silly, but that's still how it feels.

Burying it isn't... great, either, but... if this is something he needs to actively work on, there's no sense in spreading it around, either. He's being childish, this is stupid, and Rue's advice makes a lot of sense. He should let it go.]

...I'm sorry. You came here with good news. Um- so, he was able to decide finally? Did something change his mind, or did he just need some time?

My celebrations can come at any time, little one. I do not mind putting them aside just to speak with you about this instead. Your feelings are just as important to me.

[And the very last thing Rue needs to worry about is any of their kids closing up again after this trauma. They've all made such progress.]

Knowing Leo, he might playfully scold you, but Casey, if you feel that you need to speak with him further on the subject, I have no doubt in my heart that Leo will listen to your every worry.

[a gentle emphasizing pause, before Rue adds,]

But we need to allow him space to grieve what he has been through first. Leo has been deeply hurt, and we both know I do not mean the wound that I sealed up for him. He will come out of this stronger than before, but right now, we need to give him the grace to be as furious and upset as he has every right to be.

Until we feel that he is ready to talk more deeply on what happened, you can speak to me about it as much as you need. I may not have an answer for every question, but I will hear every word you speak and every concern that grips your heart. You do not need to face this alone. I am always here and willing.

[rue noooo he was trying to move things along and derail this disaster of a conversation, he's falling down the metaphorical stairs here-

He's silent for a while on the other end, mulling over their words, since that was... a lot... literally and figuratively. He understands what they're saying, and their concerns are valid. He's seen what happens when terrible things are buried for too long, and he has no desire to be on the receiving end of an intervention like Leo. It hadn't gone great. He's not sure if he'd be any better.]

I wasn't gonna ask him.

[He already hadn't planned to, but it feels worth reiterating. Rue's right, Leo doesn't need to be dealing with his personal problems right now. It's the same with Hunter- he's dealing with so much on his own already. But isn't Rue the same? They were hurt terribly, wounded by another Star Child, someone who should be a neighbour or a friend. Hunted by fae, their own distant kind. Peter might have died. Donnie killed someone. Raph's weighed down by not being there to protect everyone when it's all he ever wants to do. Everyone's endured so much. They're not obligated to listen to him whine or gripe or cry about something that happened a decade ago, nor what happened last month.

He's doing okay. He can work through it, compartmentalize and take it apart piece by piece gradually if the need arises later. Do what he's always done. It's not so hard, and he's gotten very good at it over the years. He can wait.]

It's... not that I'm hiding it, or trying to deal with it alone. [Not exactly. Not forever.] I just... don't know what else to say.

[Just as always, even if it's a touch harder from a distance, Rue gives Casey all of the space and time he needs to process out all that's been said. Their patience is the very smallest thing they can give him right now in this moment, but the owlbear has patience in spades.

And honestly, the answer that they get is about what they expected. It's fair, and more importantly, it's honest. That's all they could ever ask from him.]

That is alright, Casey. You know that the moment those words do come to you, your family is here to listen. You need only say the word and I would be there.

...I know. I'm-

[Sorry, but Rue probably doesn't want to hear more apologies. Like they said, now and before, his feelings are important. He should feel them, and share them, as much as he needs. He just wishes that right now he didn't have so many, and that they weren't so much.]

...I'm glad I called you.

[Better, and still truthful. He's not sure if this conversation has helped right now, but he thinks it might later. He just has to mull over it for a while, see if it makes a real dent in what he's been feeling. At the very least he does feel better, having spoken with Rue. They always make him feel better in some way.]

[Even under these circumstances, there's no hiding the happiness that curls at Rue's tone on the other end of the line.]

I am so glad you did too. I love you.

[They aren't worried for Casey in the same way they are for Peter or Leo. Rue knows he will reach out if he needs them without the fear of being a bother.]

I love you, too. Congrats again about Leo, um... goodnight, Mom.

[Then he'll let them go. He has some thinking to do- or at least, avoiding for a while, until the time for thinking comes later.]

[Rue lets him go, but about five minutes later, Casey does get one last quick text.]

🎷🐢
🎷🦉
🎷🧍

We are all so talented. :)

[After a few minutes, they get a reply.]

🎹🧍

shake the band up a little

[Casey can probably imagine Rue's delighted expression after reading that.]

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